- Goodbyes...

- Beautiful Bride ...

Beautiful bride, don't you cry.

Say Goodbye to your Mom, bye to Dad, and bye to your siblings.

You will hear the birds sing tomorrow,

Though it will never be the same...

 

- Why!? - For all the ladies out there!

- Q: Why would a man hurt a woman emotionally, over and over again, even though he knows that she loves him? 

- A: Because, in a sick way, the guy enjoys the power over his girl. Knowing she has a low self-esteem, because any woman with a high self-esteem wouldn't allow that, he takes her love to his advantage and gets pleasure in making her feel miserable. This usually results in a low self-esteem from the guy as well, or some mental illness going on. Knowing he can apologize and make things seem like they're good again, he'll only re-create the circle over and over. The sad, slap-in-the-face reality is that everyone but the girl knows he is never going to change. The girl continues to hope that things could get better, but once again, the circle has re-created itself. Sometimes people get stuck in this sick, twisted circle for so long, they can't get out. They're trapped, and they can't get out of it. It's almost like an addiction. An addiction that never seems to end. It has to end someday, because even the people with the lowest self-esteem have boundaries. Trust me, I've seen this with a couple, and it's not a pretty sight. The boyfriend will keep hurting his girlfriend, but for some sick reason, she won't leave him. It's a sad truth, but disappointingly too common... 

- End. 

- Apathy

- Have you ever felt like you don't know what's going on anymore?

  Like you don't care about anything anymore.

  You've lost your motivations to do anything.

  You are confused about your feelings, and you can't explain how you feel.

  You've the feeling of emptiness, and the feeling that no one is there for you.

  That feeling that no one understands you anymore.

  And it seems like there's nothing to look forward to anymore...

Yeah, I get these feelings too. 

- Illusion...

- "Anyone who has lost something they thought was theirs forever (as has happened often enough to me)  finally comes to realise that nothing really belongs to them.

And if nothing belongs to me, then there's no point wasting my time looking after things aren't mine; it's best to live as if today were the first (or last) day of my life."

- End.

- All I Need ...

- Forever is over...

- But she had been in love once, that she knew.

Once and only once, and a long time ago.

And it had changed her forever.

Perfect love did that to a person,

and this had been Perfect...

- End...

- I trust Me... with You

Jump!

You said

I'm sacred

I whispered

You'll fly my love. Trust me.

You said

... I trust you

- End

- Maa :)

- I wish I could make all her dreams come true...
Give her all the happiness, she deserves to..
Relieving her of all the pain she goes through...
But, God plays a game tying my hands too...
I Love you to the moon and back, Maa! I Love You... ♡

- Change...

It's 7 in the evening,
My heart is on fire…

 There's a bomb in me but,

I can't cut the wire.

It's ticking and it's loud,
Trying to explode…

I need to get it out,

But don't know the code…

My heart can't help but burn,

Inside the fire pain…

I think of a small prayer,

But it's all in vain... 

It's now 2:00 am in the morning, 

My body is all but dust…

If everything was well then,
Whom am I left to trust?

Reality makes no sense,

As the pain make me numb...

There isn't much left for me,
Besides the new Poem...

The bomb is set to implode,

At any fucking moment...

Not ready for it to take me,
Not ready for judgement...

Its 2:30 am in the morning now,

My heart is still on fire…

There's a bomb inside me but,
I can't cut the damn wire…

It's ticking and it's quiet,

All set up, ready to blow. 

It's ticking and It's loud,
Get ready for the show...

           

- End. 

My Tears Are Mine...

My tears are mine

Yours are yours

Perhaps the pain is the same?

Perhaps the thought is the same

Perhaps the needs are the same

Perhaps the wants are the same

Perhaps You and I are alike

Perhaps the source is the same?

Tears of longing be gone...

Tears of pain be gone...

I hate this feeling...

Tears of disappointment be gone...

I need happiness...

Tears of needs be gone...

I want laugh so much it hurts..

Tears of want be gone...

Gone Gone Gone they go running down my cheeks...

-END! 

- I'm trying to sleep....

I'm trying to sleep, but the voices in my head are too loud, and I'm remembering all those things that I've done. So I turn to my side and face the wall, and breathe slowly. Close my eyes, open them, close them once more. I see THAT face now, you know, the one I told you about. Now, I know I won't be able to sleep. I suppose this is why most  people are insomniacs; the voices won't go away, the memories keep coming back, and people haunt them in the darkness of the night. I turn the lights on, sit on the edge of my bed and cry. Just a little bit, just to make it easier to breathe. I turn the lights off and try to sleep again... 
It's going to be a long night..

END...

*winks* ;)

Treat yourself like a princess...
                                             ....and

You'll attract a king. *wink*wink* 
*giggles* 


Eeeeeeeeeeeee... <3 :D 

...

- Death is peaceful, easy. Life is harder. - Bella Swan

Sigh..

It's the loneliest feeling in the world - to find yourself standing up when everyone else is sitting down. To have everybody look at you and say "what's the matter with her?" I know what it feels like. Walking down an empty street, listening to the sound of your own footsteps. Shutters closed, blinds drawn, doors locked against you. And you aren't sure whether you're walking toward something, or if you're just walking away...

END...

What's wrong...

Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, 

stop planning the future, stop figuring out precisely 

how we feel, stop deciding with our minds exactly 

what we want our hearts to feel, sometimes we 

just have to go with the flow and just enjoy life.

End.. 

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Empty....

I Felt Like Writing But......

...... There is NOTHING to say. So I'm gonna leave this page BLANK.


END...

If a girl STEALS your man, there is no better revenge than letting her keep him because NO GOOD MAN can be ever stolen unless HE WANTS TO.

Aap ne apne aap ko khush rakhna hai.. You, only you have to keep/make yourself happy.

Happiness has always been regarded as an relative entity, each has their own ways of feeling it.
And I say, whatever, what ultimately matters is one's internal happiness, if one is not really internally happy then he/she cannot make others really happy. And finding happiness in others happiness is another farce. It all boils down to every individual, you just have to go ahead and do what makes you happy, and when you are happy only than you can make others happy and radiate happy vibes across.

So bottom line is, Aap ne apne aap ko happy rakhna hai. Bashh.

End...