& the rest is still unwritten...


- Goodbyes...

- Beautiful Bride ...

Beautiful bride, don't you cry.
Say Goodbye to your Mom, bye to Dad, and bye to your siblings.
You will hear the birds sing tomorrow,
Though it will never be the same...



- Why!? - For all the ladies out there!

- Q: Why would a man hurt a woman emotionally, over and over again, even though he knows that she loves him? 

- A: Because, in a sick way, the guy enjoys the power over his girl. Knowing she has a low self-esteem, because any woman with a high self-esteem wouldn't allow that, he takes her love to his advantage and gets pleasure in making her feel miserable. This usually results in a low self-esteem from the guy as well, or some mental illness going on. Knowing he can apologize and make things seem like they're good again, he'll only re-create the circle over and over. The sad, slap-in-the-face reality is that everyone but the girl knows he is never going to change. The girl continues to hope that things could get better, but once again, the circle has re-created itself. Sometimes people get stuck in this sick, twisted circle for so long, they can't get out. They're trapped, and they can't get out of it. It's almost like an addiction. An addiction that never seems to end. It has to end someday, because even the people with the lowest self-esteem have boundaries. Trust me, I've seen this with a couple, and it's not a pretty sight. The boyfriend will keep hurting his girlfriend, but for some sick reason, she won't leave him. It's a sad truth, but disappointingly too common... 

- End. 


- Apathy

- Have you ever felt like you don't know what's going on anymore?
  Like you don't care about anything anymore.
  You've lost your motivations to do anything.
  You are confused about your feelings, and you can't explain how you feel.
  You've the feeling of emptiness, and the feeling that no one is there for you.
  That feeling that no one understands you anymore.
  And it seems like there's nothing to look forward to anymore...

Yeah, I get these feelings too. 


- Illusion...

- "Anyone who has lost something they thought was theirs forever (as has happened often enough to me)  finally comes to realise that nothing really belongs to them.

And if nothing belongs to me, then there's no point wasting my time looking after things aren't mine; it's best to live as if today were the first (or last) day of my life."

- End.


- Forever is over...

- But she had been in love once, that she knew.
Once and only once, and a long time ago.
And it had changed her forever.
Perfect love did that to a person,
and this had been Perfect...

- End...


- I trust Me... with You

You said
I'm sacred
I whispered
You'll fly my love. Trust me.
You said
... I trust you

- End