I am still standing right there, without a bit of change...

Everybody seems to have moved on.

Everybody seems busy and excited with their lives.

And where am I again?

Still there, no progress, no change, no plans ahead.

I feel so lost.

Like a blind person walking on a road without any clue of where am I heading to or what am I going to do next?

I hate feeling this way it sucks..

I hate to feel left out.

Everybody seems just fine and moving on happily, making progress and making out something out of their life.

So why am I not? Why am I being so lost?

Well, I am just to weak to do anything now, down with fever and flu again :/

Yeah, for the how many times of the year I don't know.

I seriously need to get my blood tested: s

"What’s the point in living if there's no life in it?"

*that's what I feel at the moment* 

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