I'm trying to sleep, but the voices in my head are too loud, and I'm remembering all those things that I've done. So I turn to my side and face the wall, and breathe slowly. Close my eyes, open them, close them once more. I see THAT face now, you know, the one I told you about. Now, I know I won't be able to sleep. I suppose this is why most people are insomniacs; the voices won't go away, the memories keep coming back, and people haunt them in the darkness of the night. I turn the lights on, sit on the edge of my bed and cry. Just a little bit, just to make it easier to breathe. I turn the lights off and try to sleep again...
It's going to be a long night..
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It's going to be a long night..
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oh god yusra..all ok?
ReplyDeleteYup Ani :)
Deleteyushi ... sigh .. :(
ReplyDeleteYou need to free yourself from thoughts for a while.
ReplyDeleteI have no wonder same grief everywhere but no way to escape
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