- All I Need ...

- Forever is over...

- But she had been in love once, that she knew.

Once and only once, and a long time ago.

And it had changed her forever.

Perfect love did that to a person,

and this had been Perfect...

- End...

- I trust Me... with You

Jump!

You said

I'm sacred

I whispered

You'll fly my love. Trust me.

You said

... I trust you

- End

- Maa :)

- I wish I could make all her dreams come true...
Give her all the happiness, she deserves to..
Relieving her of all the pain she goes through...
But, God plays a game tying my hands too...
I Love you to the moon and back, Maa! I Love You... ♡

- Change...

It's 7 in the evening,
My heart is on fire…

 There's a bomb in me but,

I can't cut the wire.

It's ticking and it's loud,
Trying to explode…

I need to get it out,

But don't know the code…

My heart can't help but burn,

Inside the fire pain…

I think of a small prayer,

But it's all in vain... 

It's now 2:00 am in the morning, 

My body is all but dust…

If everything was well then,
Whom am I left to trust?

Reality makes no sense,

As the pain make me numb...

There isn't much left for me,
Besides the new Poem...

The bomb is set to implode,

At any fucking moment...

Not ready for it to take me,
Not ready for judgement...

Its 2:30 am in the morning now,

My heart is still on fire…

There's a bomb inside me but,
I can't cut the damn wire…

It's ticking and it's quiet,

All set up, ready to blow. 

It's ticking and It's loud,
Get ready for the show...

           

- End. 

My Tears Are Mine...

My tears are mine

Yours are yours

Perhaps the pain is the same?

Perhaps the thought is the same

Perhaps the needs are the same

Perhaps the wants are the same

Perhaps You and I are alike

Perhaps the source is the same?

Tears of longing be gone...

Tears of pain be gone...

I hate this feeling...

Tears of disappointment be gone...

I need happiness...

Tears of needs be gone...

I want laugh so much it hurts..

Tears of want be gone...

Gone Gone Gone they go running down my cheeks...

-END! 

- I'm trying to sleep....

I'm trying to sleep, but the voices in my head are too loud, and I'm remembering all those things that I've done. So I turn to my side and face the wall, and breathe slowly. Close my eyes, open them, close them once more. I see THAT face now, you know, the one I told you about. Now, I know I won't be able to sleep. I suppose this is why most  people are insomniacs; the voices won't go away, the memories keep coming back, and people haunt them in the darkness of the night. I turn the lights on, sit on the edge of my bed and cry. Just a little bit, just to make it easier to breathe. I turn the lights off and try to sleep again... 
It's going to be a long night..

END...